Thursday, 17 June, 2010

Heres to new beginnings..

Yes, another resolution from now on..(from a couple of hours ago) . Today, and Many many times so far in my life, I've scolded my mother and later have regretted for it and resolved not to commit the mistake again, but have never succeeded so far. But, today, inspite of one part of me telling me to control my angre, the devil part took over and I shouted at my mom for something as simple as 10K.(HDFC Insurance matter..noting down for posterity). I told something which any child should never tell his/her mother. I realised my mistake and asked for her forgiveness, as as usual , she behaved like a TRUE mother..Inspite of me scolding her with many bad words, fighting with her, she has never , never once scolded or even raised her voice.Amma, YOU ARE THE BEST . There is no one, can be no one who can even be compared 1% with you. And after making phone calls and talking to her, today is Airtel Super singer Junior 2's final rounds and thats when my favourite contestant Shravan sund "uyirum Neeye Uravum Neeye Thaye..". This increased my guilt and I my mind wandered between wanting to pray to God, ask for his forgiveness and not knowing what to do (just wanted to go back and change that single moment when anger overtook me). Amma,you have done many many many many trillions of things ,emotionally, materialistically for us and you have accepted all our vents, you are the one who even now worries about my problems in the office , and many many things which I'm unable to quote here (mind not working you see, at 11PM), amma, for everything , no amount of anything can convey my gratitude to you. Amma, you are the bestest. I love you. Please forgive me, I will not behave like how I did today.

Sunday, 13 June, 2010

Here's to new beginnings

Yup,I'm not gonna fight with HD from today onwards.Hey, but wait..what kind of a marriag it is if the husband and wife does not fight at all? So, let me rephrase the above sentence..Yes, I'm not gonnu be the one whos gonna start the fight..(stress on the words..START) and I'm going to try to be patient when I sense something is going to cause the volcano erupt..After all, HD is the sweet husband that anyone can ever get..And I'm going to follow (atleast try to) what he said this morning..DOnt talk too much..So, here,I'm going to log my behaviour.Lets see. God, will you please help me and readers(if there are any), send me your good wishes..

Tuesday, 8 June, 2010

Ok, In order to get out of the laziness, I'm now doing this tag out of a whim..I havent thought much about the answers, I'm going to just pen down whatever come to my mind first..May be, some time later, I shall pick up the same tag again, think it over and then answer..But for now, here it goes:

If I were a month, I would be September.Its the month of my birth, festive season starts this month, I feel a hope for all new things and new beginnings.

If I were a day of the week,I would be Friday. Its the day when I go to temple, when I light diyas with the hope that all is well and all will be well and when I beg the Good Lord for His Blessings.Its the day when I feel relived from the thought of not getting up early for the next 2 days, of rest and relaxation.

If I were a time of day, I would be 8:00 PM. Thats when I look forward to the couple of TV serilas that I watch, look forward to my HD , turn the antenna n my ears to every car sound that I hear guessing if i would be Hd.

If I were a season,I would be Spring.Cool, breezy, romantic..

If I were a planet, I would be earth..I love the green and blue of the earth

If I were a sea animal,I would be dolphin.Dont know many sea animals, love the pictures that HD had taken at Sea World ..

If I were a direction,I would be North..wanting to progress upwards in thoughts , words, deeds, wanting to be the cool northern region, for North America.

If I were a piece of furniture,ofcourse, would be BED.Have spent a larger part of my married life in bed, what with eating, reading, talking, crying , dreaming, wishfully jotting down details of what I would do as a mon, and ofcourse, sleeping.

If I were a liquid, I would be Milkshake..Just cant resist having (or wanting to drink) a not so cold glass of thick milkshake(preferrably, apricot, chikku or apple)

If I were a tree, I would love to be plantain tree, whose every part is useful, needs lesser maintainence(a bunch of them are growing in my garden without us maintaing it. Thank you trees for that! You growth instills a confidence and hope in me that yes, I'm fertile too and yes, I can bear a child too)

If I were a tool, I would be a magic wand..with its ability to turn anything that you wish to be true.

If I were an element,I would be earth..in which life thrives..

If I were a gemstone, I would be rubies..bright, sparkly, because of the gorgeous necklace that I own.

If I were a musical instrument, I would be piano..always had a fascination for it..

If I were a color, I would love to be BLUE..My favourite color since childhood days til now

If I were a emotion, I would be joy! yes, I would like to be happy and see that everyone is happy..Sarve jana Sukino Bhavantu

If I were a fruit,Apple..An apple a day keeps the Doctor away..(a couple of years ago, it would have benn chikku)

If I were a sound, I would be the sound of the giggles, laughter of a baby..I so much yearn to hold a baby, cuddle it and bask in the laughter of the baby..My baby, please come to me and your dadda soon..

If I were a car, I would be any Sedan..for the comfort and luxury and the style statement that it has to offer..But, at heart, I would love to be tata Indica..Its my HD's and my dad's car..

If I were food, I would be curd rice..Amrutham..

If I were a taste, I would be the taste of a well made carrot halwa

If I were a scent, I would be the scent of sandal wood..rich, soothing..

If I were a pair of shoes, I would be the cute nike sneakers

If I were a bird, I would be phoenix..rising from the ashes, flying high and conquering..

If I were to tag people, I would tag whoever wants to take up this tag..

I'm sure I'm not alone when it comes to having a bloggers block, wanting to start a blog, be ragular in it, make friends in virtual world..There are many people out there who want to do all of these..So, all you, out there, who have been thinking or planning to start a blog, take this tag and may this tag be the beginning of a lifetime of blogging experience.